Graduation!
I can't believe I finally made it. I can't believe I've come this far! This week has been so crazy awesome. Graduation. I won an awesome sandwich griller at project graduation. ;) I have family in. I got $2,112 dollars, some of it is going to buy an iPad 3. I am getting a laptop from my parents. I got the Hunger Games Trilogy from Trevor. New dress. Getting coffee and my nails done with my aunt/god mother and cousin tomorrow. Got two new movies. Life is great. Got a new job starting up. Might see Regina Spektor in L.A. in August. I'm feeling great. I'm so proud of myself and my fellow class of 2012 for all our hard work that has finally paid off. We made it! :) 2012
Everlasting.
This is the man of my dreams. Sure, he's not taller than me, and he has some silly quirks (that I love) and he's younger, and he may not bet he stereotypical dream guy. But I love him for who he is, and through thick and thin, he has been here for me. We have gone through a lot together, and even though at a time, we were torn apart, we are together once more, stronger than ever. <3 I love you, babe.
Peeta Mellark! <3
This guy right here, is like my ultimate fan-girl obsession. I have a portion of my wall dedicated to him. I have a 20 x 40 inch poster of him. I love him! I love the Hunger Game series, and I LOVE YOU PEETA MELLARK. I am jealous of Katniss, that's all I gots to say about it. Peeta is the best. TEAM PEETA FOREVER. <3
Love.
There's my other half! :) He is lovely. I think it is so cool how we have both made mistakes (me more in particular) and we always are quick to forgive each other. I think it is cool how we broke up and grew apart romantically for about 4 months but now we are back together and going strong. This is what a healthy relationship looks like. When your significant other supports you in your endeavors and dreams, encourages you to do what's right, lifts your spirits when you feel discouraged, helps you when you are lost or confused, loves you unconditionally, forgives you almost instinctively, compliments you for no reason, makes you feel beautiful and wholesome and wonderful--as you should feel, and lets you be your own person. Being in love is two seperate individuals functioning as one. Two hearts as one. Two hearts tethered by an insperable cord. :) Love you.
^The first picture is me and my good friends in drumline after state championships. The middle one is just me playing with my cartoon camera app. The third one is me right when I cut all my hair off. The fourth one is my doggie Rissa. <3 I love her! And the next one is me and one of my best friends, Sarah. :D The last one is me with my ex boyfriend/best friend, Trevor. He is awesome. I don't know if I could have survived life without him. I don't think I could have. I love you guys <3
Annabelle.
I took this on my canon rebel xs. This is my guinea pig, Annabelle. She is absolutely adorable, but she is annoying as crap. She sounds like a badger. Just saying.
Rain.
I cannot wait for spring, because that means rain. Not snow. I love the rain. I love the rain when I'm sad, but also when I'm happy. When I'm sad I feel like the world around me shares my mood; my feelings. It feels fantastic. I feel so connected with nature and God. I love singing in the rain. Dancing in the rain. Spending hours in the rain, and feeling the rain soak my clothing. I love splashing in puddles in the rain. I love walking with an umbrella and hearing the pitter-patter of rain on the material. I LOVE the sound of rain on a tin roof. On any roof. I love rain. Rain makes me feel surreal. Makes me feel creative. I want to play a piano in the rain and sing Regina Spektor. <3 So yes. I just wanted to express my love for rain and my excitement for spring to arrive because it brings a few things I love: sunshine, sundresses, flowers, and RAIN. Lluvia. <3 And I swear I'll start putting up my own photography soon. :)
'Til the end.
Harry Potter offers so many valuable lessons in life. It gives off so many wonderful messages. I grew up with Harry Potter. Maybe to some people its silly, but it is a very important part of my life. J.K. Rowling is one of my favorite authors, and inspirations to become a writer. Her, and ee cummings are probably my 2 main inspirations. This scene in both the movie and the book, is probably on of my favorites throughout the entire series. I love how Sirius says that..."The ones that love us never really leave us. You can always find them. In here." It's pure magic, and love. I love you Harry Potter. <3
Vanity.
I feel like I try to hard. I worry so much about what people think about me. Whether it be looks, or personality. I think all women should be proud of who they are in every aspect, and I have been striving very hard to do just that. I look in the mirror a lot of times and think, "Wow. I'm really quite beautiful." But is that arrogant and stubborn? Sometimes I shoot down how I feel about myself because of how other people see me. Just because one boy or girl at my school doesn't think I'm as pretty as I think I am doesn't mean I'm not! I am a beautiful, strong person, and I will never change who I am to impress someone. I love myself. That's what I need to be happy, too. Self-love. <3